Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Is single always good?

I love being single. Honestly I do. But, sometimes I feel left out of things. Especially at dances. I see everyone dancing with someone, but then there is me left. Nikita, Party of one. Its weird. It feels like a dream where I show up to school in just my bra and underwear. Wait, thats a bad example. XD. It feels like all of a sudden the light is off. And no one cares. Its a bad feeling, but I get over it. Its very rare that I have a boyfriend.
I'm not ugly (well, not anymore much.). I think its just that I'm seen more as a friend, and because I can be such a hyper spaz. lol. So, I'm use to being a 3rd wheel. I've been one most of my life. Ha, who needs love.

Peace and Chicken Grease

Nikita <3

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