Am I not pretty enough?

I love my bestie. We've been besties since pre-k. We know everything about eachother and we have eachother's backs. But, I'm tired of people telling me how pretty she is, or hearing people tell her how pretty she is. It bugs me. Yeah, I'm not hot and skinny, but I'm not ugly. I wish someone would tell me I was pretty or even better, beautiful. I know its wrong to be jealous about that, but I hate it. She's had like 13 boyfriends and I've had like 5. Shes always been the skinny pretty one, and I've always been the chubby funny one. I always hear, She is so pretty. I hear, Nikita you are so funny. Yeah I get compliments on my hair alot cause its so rad, and I dye it crazy colors to stand out. Also right now I like this guy, and i tell her how cool he is and funny things he has said. She just met him Monday and now she is all like he is so cute, I hope he asks me out. She doesnt even know him that well. Funny thing is, I LIKE HIM. But nope, she is gonna get her way. She asked me to ask him if he likes her. Of course he said yes because she is pretty. grrr.
I just wish I could hear someone say,"Nikita? Nikita Bimson? She is so pretty."



xoxo

Nikita