When my mother died I felt like a very great person was lost. But now that I'm growing up, I have a realized some flaws of my mother. I'm not saying she wasn't great. But there are some flaws in her parenting.
-I recall one time her calling me fat. I was really mad.
-When she was seeing Robert she acted like he was the only one important. Or that he was so wonderful, which he wasn't as I came to understand as I have been getting older.
-I think she was bulemic.
-She knew she had heart and lung problems, but yet she still smoked.
-I think she knew she was dying.
-She would get mad over the stupidest stuff.
-She trusted too many people and look what happen.
-She would say stuff at the wrong time. Or be too loud. (which is probably where I get it from)
Minus those flaws there was some things that were great.
-She loved
-She was artistic
-She smelled nice
-She believed I would be famous one day. And she enjoyed me singing.
-I miss her hugs.
-Most of all I miss her being here. =/
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