oh my.

There's this guy and he makes me so happy. He likes me. So why wont he just ask me out?!

>.>

Life sucks.

yeah, I just found out my friggin dog died. That's like the 5 thing that has died. My mom has died, my grandmas boyfriend has died, Chris Dale Died, Will died, and now my dog!

what the hell.

Oscar was drooling alot last night. But I thought he just wanted another grilled cheese sandwich with me. Oscar always would want some of my food. He use to walk around the living room like a shark waiting for food to fall.

He laid around the house alot yesterday. But I thought he was just tired.

I didn't think he was gonna die last night!

I always said I wanted a puppy, but I'd have to wait for one of my dogs to die. But really, Oscar was my fav. that was my first dog. But nope. Oscar has to die to. stupid life. You suck.

I just wanna believe in me.

Life sucks. Nothing exciting has happened. I feel angry alot. And I feel alone emotionally. Dude, what the hell is my problem. I don't want to feel this away.


"I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful Today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect In unusual ways
You see I just wanna believe in me"
-Demi Lovato