the sigh of stress

I have been feeling depressed lately.

But I keep telling myself to not let it show.

And it bugs me because I should just let people know.

I'm a loser...

I can't do anything right.

I forgot to make my dad's bed that my friend slept in (since my dad and sister were gone) and my dad got mad about it.

The basement freezer door thing ended up not closing all the way.

I accidently told my grandmom i didnt go to New York(long story short, i didnt want to go to pennsylvania so i told my grandmom i was going to new york).

I've gained 3 pounds.

I can't get a boyfriend.

I have a blabber mouth.

I am in the dead mothers club.....

basically...I am a loser. A fat, ugly, half orphan loser.

the impossible

I don't, I don't wanna be the girl who has everything
I just, I just wanna be the girl who knows what's right
I don't think it's right for me to hide my feelings
I just want to reach out to the crowd, the crowd
and maybe they will be catch me when i fall


I wanna touch the stars, I wanna fly to the moon, i wanna do the impossible
I wanna live my dreams, I wanna do everything, i wanna do the impossible
and i don't care what you say, I'm just gonna be me
cause i am, I'm the impossible


I don't, I don't wanna be the girl who brings her self down
I just, I just wanna be the girl on the stage
I don't think it;s right for you to walk away
I just want you to listen, to listen
and maybe you will listen to my song


I wanna touch the stars, I wanna fly to the moon, i wanna do the impossible
I wanna live my dreams, i wanna do everything, i wanna do the impossible
and i don't care what you say, I'm just gonna be me
cause i am, I'm the impossible


maybe when i finish the impossible, the impossible
I can do, do it again. yeah yeah.


I wanna touch the stars, I wanna fly to you.....but
I wanna touch the stars, I wanna fly to the moons, I wanna do the impossible
I wanna live my dreams, I wanna do everything, I wanna do the impossible
and I don't care what you say, I'm just gonna be me
Cause I am, I'm the impossible