Love is scary

Gosh. I am so confused. I'm probably gonna break up w/ the most sweetest guy ever. But I know he doesnt deserve me, I dont deserve him.
Especially the way I've been acting. Thank goodness no one reads them since I'm a nobody. I like Glen, but Carolyn likes him. What if it ends up being a Johnny thing or an erin, carolyn, and bobby thing. This sux so much. Glen flirts w/ me like he likes me, but idk. Who can tell w/ guys these days. Glen is so cute, and I get to see him everyday. Willie I barely see, but I love him so much. I think its just time to let go the love. I'm so afraid that I'm gonna break his heart. Sarah wants me to do it face to face. This is gonna be hard. I'm gonna end up crying when I see him Sunday. But I have to get through this. I cant keep him on the string and pulling him. I need to end it. =/ =[

i've written 2 new songs

But I dont know if I should post them. I dont think they are good enough.


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