Yesterday I tunred 16. It was great. I had a blast at kings dominion and i will never forget it.
An update:
On Friday, May 15. 2009: I got choosen to be vice president of drama club. =]
Me and David are doing great. We've had our rough spots, but we talk it through. I'm in love with this kidd. And I aint lying.
HSAs are this week. ugggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
I'm growing up. =]
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
When I grow up I'll be stable.
Everything with David has been wonderful. He is the greatest boyfriend ever. But lately, I feel i can't be a teenager anymore. I feel that I have to grow up now.
Ever since he started working with his uncle i have had these emotions. He's talking about me moving in with him when i'm 18. he's making money, and opening a bank account soon. I'm not 16 til May. I'm still a kidd. This scares me. I've always been the single flirty one and hits on guys all the time. But since i've been going out with david, i feel older. I feel commited. I love david, i truly do. But things are going tooo fast. But, i'll just suck it up and deal with it. He makes me happy I shouldn't be complaining.
Don't feel sorry for me.
Ever since he started working with his uncle i have had these emotions. He's talking about me moving in with him when i'm 18. he's making money, and opening a bank account soon. I'm not 16 til May. I'm still a kidd. This scares me. I've always been the single flirty one and hits on guys all the time. But since i've been going out with david, i feel older. I feel commited. I love david, i truly do. But things are going tooo fast. But, i'll just suck it up and deal with it. He makes me happy I shouldn't be complaining.
Don't feel sorry for me.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Life sucks.
yeah, I just found out my friggin dog died. That's like the 5 thing that has died. My mom has died, my grandmas boyfriend has died, Chris Dale Died, Will died, and now my dog!
what the hell.
Oscar was drooling alot last night. But I thought he just wanted another grilled cheese sandwich with me. Oscar always would want some of my food. He use to walk around the living room like a shark waiting for food to fall.
He laid around the house alot yesterday. But I thought he was just tired.
I didn't think he was gonna die last night!
I always said I wanted a puppy, but I'd have to wait for one of my dogs to die. But really, Oscar was my fav. that was my first dog. But nope. Oscar has to die to. stupid life. You suck.
what the hell.
Oscar was drooling alot last night. But I thought he just wanted another grilled cheese sandwich with me. Oscar always would want some of my food. He use to walk around the living room like a shark waiting for food to fall.
He laid around the house alot yesterday. But I thought he was just tired.
I didn't think he was gonna die last night!
I always said I wanted a puppy, but I'd have to wait for one of my dogs to die. But really, Oscar was my fav. that was my first dog. But nope. Oscar has to die to. stupid life. You suck.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
I just wanna believe in me.
Life sucks. Nothing exciting has happened. I feel angry alot. And I feel alone emotionally. Dude, what the hell is my problem. I don't want to feel this away.
"I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful Today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect In unusual ways
You see I just wanna believe in me"
-Demi Lovato
"I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful Today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect In unusual ways
You see I just wanna believe in me"
-Demi Lovato
Thursday, November 27, 2008
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